Because I realise the tendency of me writing about something/anything/everything increases ten folds when something urgent is due, say a submission worth 40% or an exam that requires all of my time to revise for it which I obviously don't see the importance in, even though it is also 40%.

And times like this I really really wish my days are more productive, I wish for $ to drop from the sky, I wish for a good rest before internship starts, I wish and wish, for so many things.